“My mun is really lazy and wants to log out again, but she’ll get to everyone’s replies someday.”
People she owes:
People she will write starters to:
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A tiny flutter of a fast heartbeat.
Are you Kaito or Gakupo...
larvalrin or ichibanoujisama?
A gentle, alabaster white hand plucked the yellow flowers next to him with careful, feminine fingers. Looking up suddenly, the young male became startled at the appearance of a stranger. Regaining his composure quickly, he seemed to rub his throat a little before speaking.
“A-Ahh… H-Hello.” One must not rustle up the disorder; should they? He smiled inwardly at his own chastising thoughts, before placing the flower close to his peach colored lips, hiding them from view. His stance was one of gentle regality; unknowing in his own naivete.
“Hel— Eh?” His eyes widened when he turned to see a short boy wearing… a dress. He automatically furrowed his eyebrows, but he was actually more surprised with the other’s face. The eyes, the face, the lips, they were the same as the one he saw on the mirror every day, except that he was younger and… had a scar on his eye. Biting his lip with a bit of embarrassment for staring, he thought of apologizing, but that would probably be more rude. It would be better if he just pretended he didn’t notice it.
He bowed down politely, still a bit weirded out because of the other’s face, presenting himself with a grin. “I’m Len Kagamine, what’s your name?”
♥ "With real feelings.. Alright?"
“Eh…..? O…. o-okay….” Len’s eyes widened upon hearing the girl’s sudden request. His heart started to beat fast and his mouth felt suddenly dry. He stared at her with surprise for a moment before cupping her face gently with his hand, leaning closer to her to test her reactions. Would she flinch and look away, regretting asking for that kiss? Much to his surprise, she didn’t move away or anything like that. He wondered if she really meant the part of the “with feelings”, did that mean that she felt the same for him? He closed his eyes and leaned closer to her to place his lips on hers, putting all his confused feelings on that single kiss he didn’t know if he’d get the chance to repeat again. He broke the kiss suddenly, looking away from the girl he just kissed with his face as red as a tomato.
Imagine B calling A for the first time by their name and their new married surname.
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Len came after me? What a nice person…even hearing what I said..Tears quietly flowed from Allen’s eyes, his lip being bitten to soften the whimpers. Why is my heart aching? Why does it feel like i want to hold his hand again…Someone so kind and gentle to finally hold me when I feel like i could walk right over that cliff…
Sighing himself as well, Allen unlocked the door and walked to the sink. Wiping his tears so Len couldn’t see, but the puffiness under his eyes was pretty obvious.
“I-i’m sorry…I’m looking so foolish in front of you. Thank y- Ah! We haven’t eaten yet, i’m sorry!…”
His lips could be seen mouthing a confession again.
Len’s eyebrows were furrowed and he was pouting a bit. He sucked at comforting people. He’d already been told that and he agreed with them. It was so hard to make people feel better! He was so awkward with hugging people and saying sweet things that normally didn’t meant anything that he normally or would just observe and say something like “I’m sorry for your loss” or something like that. But… He couldn’t just stand there while Allen cried. Those tears simply didn’t match the blond’s kind and sweet face.
He walked closer to the other, noticing the other’s red and puffy eyes with a bit of a shock. He didn’t seem to be crying so much when they left the table. His heart sunk. He didn’t like to see Allen like that. It didn’t match his personality! He didn’t want to see that expression anymore!
Len’s arm reached out to the shorter blond almost that automatically, and, before he realized it himself, he’d pulled Allen into a tight embrace. Realizing his own actions a bit too late, he blushed, but didn’t pull back. He didn’t want to hurt the shorter blond’s feelings by pulling away.
“U-uh… Cheer up, okay?” He muttered a bit awkwardly, trying his best to make the other stop crying. It was a pretty bad attempt, he knew that, but he just didn’t know what else to say. “You don’t have to apologize or thank me, okay? Besides, we can just eat the cake now if you want or take it home and eat it later. So don’t worry, ne?”
Kaito turned around, hearing a familiar voice calling him. He gave a somewhat soft smile in return. It only took a moment for him to realize that the younger male appeared stranger than usual, though he seemed to push the matter aside.
He found himself taking a moment to adjust the scarf around his neck, stopping only a mere moment to give a small wave with his free hand. The idea of teasing the other floated through his head for a few moments, which only made his smile grow more. Deciding against it, he opened his mouth to speak, only to immediately clamp it shut.
Giving what he was planning to say enough thought, he gave a mere greeting of, “Konichiwa, Len-kun~”
Seeing the blue haired man’s smile made his heart flutter for some reason he didn’t know himself. Just the mere sight of the other made his mouth go dry and his knees feel weak. There was something wrong with him, but he didn’t know what it was. Was it something like… love? He refused to believe something like that.
Len Kagamine would not fall in love with Kaito Shion. He wanted to say to himself, to tell the random people on the streets and scream at the top of his lungs, but deep inside, he knew it was far too late to do any of that. He had fallen for the blue VOCALOID for some reason he didn’t understand himself and there was nothing else to be done now. He was fated to live this one sided love until he managed to fall out of love somehow.
Wow, that’s really depressing. He thought to himself and shrugged those thoughts off, turning to the blue haired and feeling the corners of his mouth immediately curl up in a goofy smile that he couldn’t control. Has he always been such a dork? What smile was that, for crying out loud! He wanted to make himself look cooler, but the creepy and weird expressions and actions wouldn’t stop. It was like somebody else was controlling him! So frustrating!
“Ne, Kaito… Let’s go somewhere together!”
Just how the hell Len could forget about him? That has to be some kind of joke or a prank, right? Or could it be… Magic!Anon? Something similar to that, maybe. Mikuo looked to the blonde, trying to see if he was serious about that. And guess what, he actually was. Dammit! It was better if he was serious about it.
“Baka… How can you forget about your boyfriend?!” He said, angry. Well, it wasn’t like they were dating… Actually, they weren’t in the moment. But anyway, he totally forgot about him. “Ugh… Okay, then let’s go to your house. We usually spent some time there.” He replied and grabbed his hand, starting to walk to his house.
That wasn’t supposed to be happening, Mikuo would invite him to go out to somewhere else and spend some time with him. That bastard, why he was even trying to help him? His chest hurted just to hear his words. Why he had to forget about him? The tealette’s eyes were already forming some tears, who insisted to drop down. Damn… why he was starting to cry? He quickly cleaned his eyes, trying to hold the tears and look strong (or try to) and mad with Len.
As they walked, the tealette looked back to the blonde. He even know where his house is? It was strange, he was really telling the truth? Then he really lost his memories? Good, why that had to happen?
“Hey, do you even remember where do you live?”
“U-uh… Okay.” Len was a bit confused when the other took his hand, but as they were dating there should be no problem. He should be used to do that, but why was his heart pounding so loudly? Was he embarrassed because of the stares people were giving them or were his cheeks red just because of Mikuo-san? What was the matter with him? How could a boy make his heart beat so fast? He was feeling guilty for forgetting about the tealet, they must have really loved each other, or so he thought.
His eyebrows furrowed and an awkward smile made his lips curve upwards. No, he did not remember where his house was, or who lived with him or anything like that. Where was his room, where did he use to keep his clothes, his books? Was it organized or messy? He couldn’t tell, if he tried to remember things his mind would just suddenly become fuzzy and he wouldn’t be able to see anything. It was useless to try to recall. But maybe… Maybe Mikuo-san would show him the way and he’d be able to remember his old life.
“I don’t… I was kind of hoping you’d take me there… Can you?” He asked a bit hesitantly, wondering if he wouldn’t be imposing himself on the tealet, but seeing as they were already holding hands, they were intimate enough to ask such a simple thing. He was embarrassed, to forget his memories and have to ask someone else to teach how to get to his own house was just too humiliating. He was feeling so stupid and dumb! He hoped Mikuo-san wouldn’t mind that he was doing that. The tealet seemed to be really mad though.
After a few seconds of awkward silence followed by the tealet’s response, Len decided to open his mouth to try to get the other boy’s forgiveness, but soon closed it again when he realized that he didn’t know what to say. He knew that just apologizing wouldn’t make it any better, but he couldn’t think of any way to make it up to the taller boy. He bit his lip nervously and sighed before trying again, he held the other’s hand tighter.
“I-I’m sorry that I forgot you…”